Archive for September 2002

A couple epigraphs and a thought on fiction

September 28, 2002

Can’t have courage without passion. Can’t have much of anything without passion, really.


Few things are as ironic as a war buff who can’t stand the sight of battle.

Speaking of fiction..The Puritans banned fiction and dramatization. Most people think this is a silly, piddling thing and a prime example of micromanagement. Why ban fiction? It’s a silly little thing, not evil at all.

The more I think about it, though, the more I understand it. Fiction isn’t real, yet sometimes it seems like it is. The writer creates worlds, creates people. Once I was watching a making-of video for an RPG (role-playing-game), and one of the men who created the game said he felt like his characters really existed somewhere.

Are fiction writers gods? No, not at all, I say. That would be a radically egotistical statement, even an abuse of power. I weep for the worlds created by fiction writers; they are all so nonsensical and incomplete that they would have fallen apart in a matter of hours.

The real issue, though, is the nature of humanity itself. There are caricatures, even complete fictional replications of men; still, no matter how beloved the printed man is, he will never leave his paper. Books are like real life, yet distinctly unreal in themselves. If a living man is ignored, he can still change the world. If the printed man is unread, he has the power of a dragon in winter. There is little safety for cold blood in a blizzard. There is no substitute for the breath of life in a man.

Still, I suspect the Puritans understood the power of the make-believe far more than our imaginative 21st century minds ever have. To restrict something is to recognize its power, and the law of the land is a reflection of the mind of the man. Mark the music.

My young self goes Confucius

September 22, 2002

Today I watched the new Sheryl Crow video while in the Blockbuster checkout line. Where others dance or pimp in videos, she takes a more honest approach; she stands in one place and sings at the camera and is occasionally aided by the presence of her guitar. The video, for all its lack of action, was fair enough; still, I wonder what the namesake of the song, Steve McQueen, ever did to deserve this treatment. I suppose no apologies are necessary when you’re like Steve McQueen, underneath my radar screens, and all you need’s a fast machine. Oh well.


No deceit is worse than that of a woman.

Better to have no women than to have a bad one. A lack of women can spoil one’s homecoming, but a bad woman can spoil one’s life.

I’d love to find an easy way to open up people’s minds, but I suppose there is some benefit to our having thick skulls. It’s just not readily apparent to me.

Musical Instruments

September 19, 2002

Pianos have strange woman-catching powers. Guitars inspire the respect of men of all ages, especially those who wish they had one for themselves. Every ensemble needs a drummer, and clarinet..yes, yes indeed, clarinets are great.

I’m lucky to have so many instruments, extremely lucky. I’m living my musical dream. Now all I need is a good harmonica and a guitar of my own.

A blameless sacrifice

September 16, 2002

Why must the innocent always die for our sins?

Decisions, Decisions

September 16, 2002

It’s weird how right after I make some decisions, I realize everything that was wrong about them. It would’ve been nice to know that stuff beforehand, huh? Pah, no turning back now.The moral of the story..follow your heart? No, really. The safe choice is nothing. People marry for money because it’s the safe choice.

And really, even though we have God behind us, we still have to make the decisions ourselves. I waited and I waited for something magical to happen. Well, you know what? Fate is nothin’. It’s DOING that matters.

But then…what if I did make the right decision, after all?

Gossip

September 1, 2002

Gossip happens when people cannot admit that they have nothing to say. Communication is a great feast; gossip is like curdled milk.


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